ja_ka_sa

How can you, I feel betrayed,
You know how I feel for him and what I've been through with that guy,
then I see u there,
there in the bed with him,
his arms around you...
I feel Betrayed.

 

A friends duty is not to sleep with your friends guy,
even if it was him who came hugged you in bed,
As a friend you should've pushed him off and say 'What The FUCK'.
Because you heard of my stories between him and me, let you let him touch you.
He is single and can do what ever with any girl for I like, with any girl for I care,
But a friend would...shoudnt do that,
I feel Betrayed.

I having to come in THAT bed room,
had to see both of you in azig-zag spooning position,
his crotch by ur ass, no shame, your older than him.
I felt angry, I couldn't shout, because if I did I knew he would think I'm jelous,
but thats not even it, its the principle...
I feel Betrayed.

I feel hurt I want to cry but I don't, I'm not angry with him but with you,
My other friends took a video of that incident,
It's only 4 seconds long, and all u guys are doin is hugging,
But I cry, and cry, and cry, and I feel hurt that's all I feel.
Then I feel..then I start to feel angry with him too,
For even hugging you, and in that position,
I feel Betrayed.

You Bastard, You FUKIN BASTARD,
I HATE YOU~
I hate you *sob*
You appear into my live one day,
And you make me feel pain,
But that video
that 4 SECOND video makes me want to hate you,
Hate you forever,
I wil find someone else, some one better
And i will feel happiness,
while you would feel sad,

But even till that day i will feel this betrayal

I feel Betrayed.
 

Wow It's really been a long time since last time I updated so I thought 'Hey it's time I update'.
OMG firstly I was at the train station Yesterday (yh was suposed to write this yesterday but damn internet is wat too slow and taking the piss). So anyways I was at the train station, then this dude comes and stand next to me, also waiting for the train to arrive. I looked at him - like any normal person does - and OMG he ws cuuuuuuute, totally what I go for slender a bit taller than me, Chinese(squeal^o^) and for a bonus totally cute-boy-innocent-face-with-the-glasses thing on, okay maybe the bonus was that he was chinese hehehe.

Then when we went to sit on the train I sat on the left side, while he came mintes later and sat right opposite from me on the right side, I was like djfdshfdfhdhfdh ^o^.
But the next thing that happened was totally weird. The dude I go for (sort of go for, I'm too complicated), took his laptop out and OMFG he had the exact same laptop as me I mean what's the chances of that 1+2=4 O~O.
I got of the train to Leicester and he carried on Damn, it was still fun. But what really ruined my day was Stupid Uni, first I was late handing in the work, then 1hour 30 mins later when I went to hand in the work no-one was there to hand it too so pissed I mean urgghhhh<_<.

So I came back to my room and stuffed myself with food and then listened to some Super Junior Album 3 yay. I have so much to say about this album, but because of uni and the busy time which is now over I'm going to comment about in a different post.
And now secondly I'm going to post a little story, so enjoy...oh and for any 'Love Triangles' Readers I have anyleft <.<, I post something very soon on that been to busy, but the break is here and so is me yay.
...........................

Title: Opposites Attract [One-shot]
Author: Ja_Ka_Sa
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kibum/Donghae
Summary: Kibum has always been the quite and the calm one out of the Super Junior, so when he fell for the hyper, crazed-alien, loving fish donghae it struck him hard in his mind and heart.

Opposites Attract

( Opposites Attract )

Which

Kim Heechul You are compatible with Kim Heechul, you like someone that is loud and energetic. Someone that likes to look good and doesn't mind having a laugh with his friends.

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Kekekkekek, OMg he is sooo damn Fine that boy is...YummyyyyyyyYYYYYyyy (Robert Pattison), Watched his movie Today...sooooooooo gooooood.

The whole Vamp look, brings out his charisma....hmmm baby C-H-A-R-ISMA^^....Woudn't mind borrowing him for 24 hours *innocent* hehehe.
In Harry Potter I thought yh was fine...But in Twilight he bring out his SEX APPEAL Damn Watching the movie I thoguth I was gonna faint.

I Personally havent read the book myself...But ima order it and read it ASAP...Cant wait next year around November when the sequel comes out 'New Moon'. Damn Ima take bottleS of water wid me, heheheh ^.~.

Interview of Robert Pattison...Enbjoy ^.^, I fiond it hilarious what he says towards the ending HEhee...though some poeple mite disagree.



P.S  Something I found, I found it quiet interesting see if you like it http://johnnynotsid.buzznet.com/user/journal/998321/

Love Triangles (Chapter 5/?)

Okay i'm so sorry i've been late with this, but for my lateness i've made this chapter a lil interesting and saucy hahahah., well newais hope you guys enjoyi it.

Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook, HanChul and KyuMin
Characters: Heechul, Hankyung, Kyumin and Sungmin other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love.
Word Count: 1143
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out?

Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Choi Shiwon, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.

Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4

...........
( Chapter 5 )

Well i hope you guys enjoyed that, and sorry for the lateness, i have just started uni...having too way too much fun, and internet is very crap as well.
Also for all Henry lovers i'm sorry i'm causing Henry too way yoo much pain for him...but lets see what we have in store for Hamster Cheeks Henli in the next Chapters. ^_~.

Comments are appreciated.

WOnt' see you guys for a Month

Ok I'm moving for uni, and im going to be wihtout a laptop for a WHOLE MONTH, ,I don't know how i'll live, so neways I did wanted to post CHapter 5, but because of the circumstances I couldn't .

Chapter 5 would be posted in a months time sorry poeple.

Still I love you all my reader and LJ. Hope to come soon.

I wanted to post this earlier~~waaaaaay earlier, but because of coursework <strong>and a lay bum</strong>. Dear diary, I’ma lazy bum, so I’m making a new me by not being a lazy >_<.

HAHAAH scratch that idea I am a lazy bum and always would be, but I try my best -_-. But that just makes me, MEE.

24/5/2008, 2^nd City Venue, I went to see Jay Sean whooahhhh, and saw Raghav, Juggy D,
Jay Sean was looking Hawt, Hawt, Hawt, and Raghav Hahah Cutey Canadian......and Juggy D he needed a haircut lol.

 

( Clicky Here )

Love Triangles (Chapter 4/?)


Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook, HanChul and KyuMin
Characters: Heechul, Hankyung, Kyumin and Sungmin other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love.
Word Count: 1143
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out?

Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Choi Shiwon, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.

Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3 

.........

( Chapter 4 )
Now that's a fast update.
Well anyways for all KyuMin lover, HanChul and YeWook lovers. Hope yous enjoy it, becaus eI'm going to bed now *YAWN*.

Comments highly appreciated ^o^

Love Triangles (Chapter 3/?)


Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook/Henry
Characters: Kibum, Hankyung, Heechul, Kyunhyun---->>other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love.
Word Count: 830
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out? 


Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.


Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2

.......

( Chapter 3 )

I'm so tired, I've got brain-dead now, after the YeWook part, I didn't know what more to write so i just wrote what ever came into my mind.
Neways I hope you guys enjoyed the YeWook, I specially enjoyed writing that. =D.

Love Triangles (Chapter 2/?)


Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook, HanChul and slight Henwook,
Characters: Kibum, Eeteuk, Kangin, Kyunhyun---->>other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love.
Word Count: 804 -->> yup again a long chapter.
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out? 


Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.

Prologue, Chapter 1

..............
( Chapter 2 )

Yaaay KangTeuk Umma/Appa, appeared and Kyuhyun, whooah.
Ah and I know me late posting this *hides*, and its short and crappy.

But I'll try make it up with the next chapter, whoahh.

*Chinjja = Really

Which super junior member are you?

Ryeowook You are Ryeowook!You are always the one who follows everyone else and likes to fit in!This is why people like you so much!

How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic</font>

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Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

Love Triangles (Chapter 1/?)


Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook, HanChul and slight Henwook,
Characters: Kibum ---->>other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love.
Word Count: 1567 --->> yup again a long chapter.
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out? 

Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Choi Shiwon, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.

Prologue

.....
( Chapter 1 )

OK people Chapter 1 Yaay, Yes it's long,and isn't much exciting, and also I was ment to post it yesterday.<.<
I was trying to write as much from Henry's perception.
The next chapter might be a little bit more on Henry perception...But the YeWook couple are going to shine mainly Yaaay *Happy Dance*.

 Love Triangles (Prologue 0/?)


Title: Love Triangles
Pairings: YeWook, HanChul and slight Henwook,-------->>other characters both from Super Junior and Super Junior M will appear on later episode slowly.
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17 (Will be notated if R to NC-17)
Genre: Drama, Romance, Angst, Boy Love
Word Count: 1796 -->> yup preety long.
Summary: Henry just moved to Korea and is living with his cousin (who also moved to Korea to study 3 years ago). Because of his interest in the Korean culture, but finds out that's not his only interesting, as he is gainging new interested (as a teenage of his age would). He falls for a guy, which for him its weird as he has no interest in guys, but want that guy Ryewook, but the only person in the way his his boyfriend Yesung. Will Henry accept his new found interest? Will he find love? How would this love triangle work out? 

Short Description: Both Super Junior and Super Junior M. Members in different years.
Year 10: Park Leeteuk, Kim Heechul, Han Geng, Kim Yesung, Kim Kangin.
Year 9: Shindong, Lee Sungmin, Lee Eunhyuk, Zhou Mi.
Year 8: Lee Donghae, Kim Ryeowook, Kim Kibum.
Year 7: Cho Kyuhyun, Henry Lau.

I have no clue how Koreans school work with what year some belongs to, (the grading crieria). so this is how its in England. Any ways enjoy.


 

( Prologue )

Pheww now that was long, please leave comments, it's nice to know your work has been read and makes the writer motivated to write ^-^.
 

Title: Sharing
Prompt: 003. Sharing.
Pairing:Yesung/Shindong.


 Ok I haven't drawn like since I left High School which was about 2 years ago.
As You might notice I'm not a very good drawer...*bangs head on table*....I'm actually quite crappie.

But I saw a 'chibbi doodles' byiamahim
and i was inspired to try and draw one.
So fnx for the inspiration ^_^.

 I hope you guys enjoy it *bangs head again* *ouch*.

Also my Yesung doesn't look anything like Yesung (except the earing) sowi >-<.

 

( >>Fanart<< )

 

Touch and Feel

The inspiration for this story came from one of the SuJu shows I can't remember which one. It's a games they play where one gets blindfolded and has to search for a piece of sticky paper that's attached to the other persons body, and the other person has to stand and be felt. Sorry don't know the name of the game.

Title: Touch and Feel
Rating: PG-15.
Prompt: 003. Blindfolds.
Pairing:Hankyung/Yesung and a hint of Hanchul.
Word Count: 496. 

( Blindfold )

 

		I will marry JaeJoong.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Kassel, Germany in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Baby Blue Bentley.
		I will spend my days as a Journalist, and live happily ever after.